
(岩に生えた小松を古式にしたがって引き抜こうとしても
何とも根が堅く手首の力が萎えてしまいそうだ。このように
貴女は私をいつもその気にさせながら最後にはかたく身を守り
私を寄せつけない。このくりかえしに私はほとほと疲れてしまったよ)
*小松を引く:正月の最初の子(ね)の日に、野に出て若菜をつみ
小松を引きぬいて、長寿を祝う風習があった。
*ねがたき:根が堅い・寝るのが難しい をかける。
*たぶさ:手房、手首
There exist some women who have a strong
phobia for sex.
There must be many reasons for that....especially,
according to
some specialists, serious traumas caused
by unfortunate
experiences during their childhood.
I'm very sorry and feel sympathetic with
those women. Sometimes
I foolishly wanted to be a crusader...only
I could save those women
by my sincere love and consideration. I certainly
needed a long time
before I knew the truth. The truth is that
you'll never know what
it is all about. Psychologist, sexologists
and others say many things
but who can really tell what it is? I feel those
women themselves
are not sure why they act as they do
facing men in crucial scenes.
(I wait for an answer with my fingers
crossed.)