（妖しく咲きみだれる満開の桜を見るたびに私の心は切ない感情にとらわれ
乱れに乱れる。 ああ、あのほつれた髪のえもいわれぬ感触と香しい
匂い。しかしそれはうわべのみ、君の心は１度も私にむいたことはないのだ）

＊いたく：非常に ＊はつれし髪：ほつれた髪
＊： あだあだしきに：不誠実（浮気っぽい）なさまに

My girlfriend M is perhaps a typical femme fatale. When I meet her,
she is a perfect lover... sexy, considerate and with all possible nice
gestures. She even suggests a very positive future relationship.
Then she disappears for a few weeks, sometimes a month-her mobile
phone disconnected.Then she calls me and says she misses me.
I only hope she is not playing a typical Asian game... where a woman tries
to escape to the last minute and a man tenaciously runs after until
she says yes. Well, I am a Japanese man, not an Asian, and I would'nt pursue
a woman as long as she is not positive.