My first love was a miserable experience for me. When I was 18, I fell in love with a girl
who was 15 years old. She was a petit, brisk girl with shining dark eyes. She rejected
my love saying " I neither like you nor dislike you ". Now I know that she was simply
afraid of my passion but at that time I was deeply hurt. This unfortunate experience
has affected all my life. I've been extremely timid about women but when I found a
woman who liked me, though it happened very rarely, I used to become arrogant and
started to reject her, just to compensate for my dejected ego. I knew and I know I
must  cut this vicious circle but.....